This is the future, the future. Your grandkids will be smoking this.

I seriously need to get my life on track. I have no idea what I want to do in the future, but the future is getting closer and closer. In 5 years Im gonna be like 30. Ugh. My father used to pressure me so much on figuring out a goal, a career early so I can work on it while I'm young. Clearly I've listened -_-

It's not like I haven't been trying, just probably not trying hard enough. Every time I get an idea it all goes to the waste side. Math teacher, computer programmer, artist, videogame designer, music producer, landscape architect. I get to a point where it just dies, the drive to want something. I don't know whats wrong with me but this is getting out of hand and I think I have to take a stand somewhere. So I've been thinking on getting my head straight by the summer. By then whatever it is my insane mind decides at the moment might be a desired career, I'm going to take classes in the fall for it. If its a bust, oh well, at least I tried and can move on. I am at the point where sitting around in these jobs of no future and just trying to figure it out on my own isn't going to work. If I at least get my foot in something, and it does or doesn't work out, I can live with that and keep trying.

Talking to my friend today has gotten me in a weird mood where I am excited a little about the possibilities of trying this out and also bummed about my sad wasted past. Sigh. Taking action is the best course I guess. Hope I don't change my mind. This year I am trying my best to concentrate on things that I usually would procrastinate over. I am the essence of Sloth, deadliest of sins. (actually its Pride haha)

I just recently found a cord lying around that connects my phone with the computer. Interesting pics I have on here that I've forgotten (some on purpose >.>). Figured I'd abuse this new power any chance I can get. Until I'm bored with it.


Heres Aslan. Yeah he's an ass but we love him for some reason.


This is Mike with Hedkayce (satan's dog)


Words cannot express this awesomeness. I want to live in this building.


And now you shall be overwhelmed with the cuteness...

There's a bunch more weirdness on here but this post is getting way too big. Meh.

New Year. New Attempt.

Hmm. This will be officially my third attempt at keeping a blog on this site (haha). Yeah I suck but whatevs. Aslan, Tranette and others all have one so why not try again? Seems the cool kids all do it. My main issue is I get too bored. Like when I used to try those MMO games. It's cool the first few times but I either forget or don't feel like updating.

How am I now? Scratchy growing beard, groggy eyed, restless but not insomniaishly and excited/worried/not that worried about today. Laying on my bed not sleeping, albeit comfortable, evidently blows. Too much on my mind. Also I can't find my chapstick which bums me out. But overall I am too freaking happy, like only-in-the-movies/vomit-inducing happy. I promise not to overly flood this entire blog with lovey dovey stuff but it may pop up once in awhile. You've been warned. Meh I have a busy day and if I don't start my errands soon I may miss an important train. So enough for now but hey, the first few blogs I've ever done have been awesome though not lasting. So at least you might get just a few entries that are cool, or maybe I can stick this one out. Up to the gods. *shrug*