Indulger is I

I miss lazy days. I took these pics a couple of weeks ago. sigh.
Sitting around relaxing (awesome boots cameo!)

Listening to shit like Creep by Radiohead and my adorable dog curled up next to me.

(my dog pwns yours)

Meh I've been to busy with everything else to actually have one full day like this.
Tis the life my friends. Tis the life.

So it's been a while....
I think God is trying to censor me. I've been trying to post a new blog for about a week now but something always comes up. Sounds like a lame excuse but whateva.

Just came home from Madea. That movie was hilarious, as expected.

Gosh a lot has happened since the last post.... Hmm Valentines day was good for the first time in a long long time. Tranette is wonderful (even though she is so forcing me to post this right now.)

My parent's have been having a tough time lately and I'm trying to help where I can but I feel powerless at times. And sometimes they are upset because of me so that doesn't help. Eh its the only downer I have these days.

Still trying to figure out what I am doing this Fall. Mike was finally feeling deadset on having a clean start once his money came in from tax returns to pay off his debts, but I think he was just hit with another one out of nowhere. Hope that shit pans out man.

Currently distracted by the amazing kitties on the cover of some We Are The Scientists cd.
So meh this is enough for now. Kitties!

Well looks like I made it a whole month. Surprising really.

The weather is good! gonna be in the 40-50s all week. fuckin shweet.

There's more to update on but I am busy today so meh.

Things to look forward to

I am going to join a gym next week. The pain ahead of me is going to...well hurt.
But I've been dying to join one and finally I get to for free.....Ok actually, i've been dying to join one for free. My sister is suppose to be going with me. My dad sometimes as well. I've been out of shape for awhile now, my most routinely act of exercise is climbing the hill of doom that is Tranette's street. I never thought I'd be so excited about joining a gym. Things to look forward to.

Today if people don't cancel on us, Tranette, her friend, myself and possibly my sister are suppose to chill in the city. Possibly bumpage into Mike. Things to look forward to.

Speaking of Mike. When we last spoke we touched on a few things about our future, which has been our center of talk between us lately. We have the issue of Jack of all trades, master of none. Concentrating on one skill and mastering it is our task, well mainly figuring out what that exact 'skill' will be is more our task. I want to keep in mind something that will make me happy, or at least tolerable, but we have to get the ball rolling and I'm willing to go out on a limb and try out anything. It's cool, this new 'motivate the other' transition we are trying. Things to look forward to.

Only downhill: my job has been pissing me off. I guess I shouldn't take it for granted but not being sure when I will be getting out everyday can be a pain to plan around. Le sigh.

What Sneezes May Come

Being sick blows. I don't get to go see my girlfriend (well not today anyway). I can't stop my nose's rampage. I still have to work and be outside in the freaking cold. I wish I was a kid and can just stay home and have someone else get me the homework. (Like i would do it anyway..)

On other news! It's going to snow again.......................a lot.......

Had an awesome time with Michael yesterday. Discussing our ambitions and lack of progress with them. Which probably seems depressing but our ultimate decision was to motivate each other to setting goals and attempting to fulfill them. Using the fear we've always had of letting the other down might just be what we need to get out of this "funk" we both have succumbed to. It's good to have someone who has your back always.

I had to wake up retarded early to do laundry cus my father is gross sick and my mom burnt her hands last night. Woot.

I realized today that I still haven't gotten a christmas gift for my cousin, my stupid "secret santa" thing. Eh I am a horrible person. I might find something today for him I guess. Such a foolish concept, buying gifts to a random person you don't know all too well.

Anyway I'm excited about tonight, good times with Tranette, Zanida and Jeremy. Things will go amazing, I promise you.

So this Obama thing has gone too extreme for me. I mean I was getting used to every store having at least one Obama t-shirt and calender somewhere, but watching that stuff today, and seeing how the crowd was so manic, I have to say its scary. I mean its almost like he's the new Jesus Christ. They were cheering his name and apparently new catchphrase (Yes we can) like if he was some WWE wrestler. And what was that ballroom dancing crap with his wife? haha they looked awkward but it was kinda cute. I am the farthest thing from racist (I bet not saying Obama is the new messiah makes me racist now though?..) but man, what I caught of that "ball" thing afterward was hilarious. Mary J. Blige, Nick Cannon (wtf), Will.I.am., and Maroon 5 (They are so black) performing just was too much to handle, funny stuff. I hope he lives up to all this hype. I really hope he can. (Insert here: Yes we can)

I get to see Tranette again today (twice in a row...bliss). Tomorrow I am meeting up with Mike at some point to catch up and evaluate our lives. He truly is someone I can confide my all with; Only few people fit in that category. Then its Palisades on Friday. This week pwns.

That being said, it is freaking late, I am exhausted and need to sleep. Just came home from yet another amazing night with Tranette. Sigh. Leaving her side is one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life.