Things to look forward to

I am going to join a gym next week. The pain ahead of me is going to...well hurt.
But I've been dying to join one and finally I get to for free.....Ok actually, i've been dying to join one for free. My sister is suppose to be going with me. My dad sometimes as well. I've been out of shape for awhile now, my most routinely act of exercise is climbing the hill of doom that is Tranette's street. I never thought I'd be so excited about joining a gym. Things to look forward to.

Today if people don't cancel on us, Tranette, her friend, myself and possibly my sister are suppose to chill in the city. Possibly bumpage into Mike. Things to look forward to.

Speaking of Mike. When we last spoke we touched on a few things about our future, which has been our center of talk between us lately. We have the issue of Jack of all trades, master of none. Concentrating on one skill and mastering it is our task, well mainly figuring out what that exact 'skill' will be is more our task. I want to keep in mind something that will make me happy, or at least tolerable, but we have to get the ball rolling and I'm willing to go out on a limb and try out anything. It's cool, this new 'motivate the other' transition we are trying. Things to look forward to.

Only downhill: my job has been pissing me off. I guess I shouldn't take it for granted but not being sure when I will be getting out everyday can be a pain to plan around. Le sigh.

What Sneezes May Come

Being sick blows. I don't get to go see my girlfriend (well not today anyway). I can't stop my nose's rampage. I still have to work and be outside in the freaking cold. I wish I was a kid and can just stay home and have someone else get me the homework. (Like i would do it anyway..)

On other news! It's going to snow again.......................a lot.......

Had an awesome time with Michael yesterday. Discussing our ambitions and lack of progress with them. Which probably seems depressing but our ultimate decision was to motivate each other to setting goals and attempting to fulfill them. Using the fear we've always had of letting the other down might just be what we need to get out of this "funk" we both have succumbed to. It's good to have someone who has your back always.

I had to wake up retarded early to do laundry cus my father is gross sick and my mom burnt her hands last night. Woot.

I realized today that I still haven't gotten a christmas gift for my cousin, my stupid "secret santa" thing. Eh I am a horrible person. I might find something today for him I guess. Such a foolish concept, buying gifts to a random person you don't know all too well.

Anyway I'm excited about tonight, good times with Tranette, Zanida and Jeremy. Things will go amazing, I promise you.

So this Obama thing has gone too extreme for me. I mean I was getting used to every store having at least one Obama t-shirt and calender somewhere, but watching that stuff today, and seeing how the crowd was so manic, I have to say its scary. I mean its almost like he's the new Jesus Christ. They were cheering his name and apparently new catchphrase (Yes we can) like if he was some WWE wrestler. And what was that ballroom dancing crap with his wife? haha they looked awkward but it was kinda cute. I am the farthest thing from racist (I bet not saying Obama is the new messiah makes me racist now though?..) but man, what I caught of that "ball" thing afterward was hilarious. Mary J. Blige, Nick Cannon (wtf), Will.I.am., and Maroon 5 (They are so black) performing just was too much to handle, funny stuff. I hope he lives up to all this hype. I really hope he can. (Insert here: Yes we can)

I get to see Tranette again today (twice in a row...bliss). Tomorrow I am meeting up with Mike at some point to catch up and evaluate our lives. He truly is someone I can confide my all with; Only few people fit in that category. Then its Palisades on Friday. This week pwns.

That being said, it is freaking late, I am exhausted and need to sleep. Just came home from yet another amazing night with Tranette. Sigh. Leaving her side is one of the hardest things I've ever done in my life.

I need good cereal badly. All we have is some All-Bran shit and less than a bowl amount of Frosted Flakes. Depressing. I don't even know which one I want now, but anything awesome will do. 

Theres a bunch of clothes I want from GQ. I don't even know why I read that magazine, all their stuff is too expensive, but damned awesome. Like this amazing soft plaid suit. Barely can see the plaid but it looks awesome. Probably was 500 bucks or some shit. Sigh, I sound like a girl.

This is the future, the future. Your grandkids will be smoking this.

I seriously need to get my life on track. I have no idea what I want to do in the future, but the future is getting closer and closer. In 5 years Im gonna be like 30. Ugh. My father used to pressure me so much on figuring out a goal, a career early so I can work on it while I'm young. Clearly I've listened -_-

It's not like I haven't been trying, just probably not trying hard enough. Every time I get an idea it all goes to the waste side. Math teacher, computer programmer, artist, videogame designer, music producer, landscape architect. I get to a point where it just dies, the drive to want something. I don't know whats wrong with me but this is getting out of hand and I think I have to take a stand somewhere. So I've been thinking on getting my head straight by the summer. By then whatever it is my insane mind decides at the moment might be a desired career, I'm going to take classes in the fall for it. If its a bust, oh well, at least I tried and can move on. I am at the point where sitting around in these jobs of no future and just trying to figure it out on my own isn't going to work. If I at least get my foot in something, and it does or doesn't work out, I can live with that and keep trying.

Talking to my friend today has gotten me in a weird mood where I am excited a little about the possibilities of trying this out and also bummed about my sad wasted past. Sigh. Taking action is the best course I guess. Hope I don't change my mind. This year I am trying my best to concentrate on things that I usually would procrastinate over. I am the essence of Sloth, deadliest of sins. (actually its Pride haha)

I just recently found a cord lying around that connects my phone with the computer. Interesting pics I have on here that I've forgotten (some on purpose >.>). Figured I'd abuse this new power any chance I can get. Until I'm bored with it.


Heres Aslan. Yeah he's an ass but we love him for some reason.


This is Mike with Hedkayce (satan's dog)


Words cannot express this awesomeness. I want to live in this building.


And now you shall be overwhelmed with the cuteness...

There's a bunch more weirdness on here but this post is getting way too big. Meh.